I chose the short story “Blue Jay” by Lillian Li for this week’s blog post. This story follows the complicated close friendship between the narrator and a girl named Jay, encompassing the tragedy, addiction, romance, anxieties, and painful events that the two experience with one another. The narrator tells the story of their relationship by reflecting back on moments that reveal both of their insecurities and struggles, left as unspoken words and disregarded text messages by the end of the summer in which it takes place.
The network map I created exhibits all of the characters – which are my nodes – mentioned in the short story that create some type of impact on Jay and the narrator’s lives. The two girls are central on the map, and the thickness of the lines connecting the characters vary based on the strength of the relationship. The connections are based on either encounters that Jay shared with the narrator or flashbacks, revealing her vulnerabilities from past romantic relationships and several step-relatives that bear no significant familial bond with her. Jay’s side of the map seems to be much more extensive than the narrator’s, but most of the connections are short-lived relationships with random men she’s infatuated with, lead to dead ends, or are distant family that only further isolates Jay (such as her distress over how her step-sister had a baby, triggering her lack and need of being mothered herself). On the narrator’s side, she has few connections but they represent her sense of security and belonging in comparison to Jay. Her parents coddle her even while away in college, hence the thicker lines connecting to Mom and Dad, and her ability to fit in with the classmates at the party contrasts with Jay’s awkwardness and home-schooled habits. The Chinese program teachers (the narrator studied at Beijing over the summer) is the only other connection that Jay and the narrator have in common, because those tutoring sessions were the only time the narrator openly confided in someone about her anxieties regarding Jay – and the teachers knew concealed secrets about Jay indirectly through these stories.
While the network map illuminates many relationships that shape a character whether it’s directly or indirectly, it does have its limitations. The connections between the characters merely show how strong it is, but does not tell the story behind it or if it’s a positive or negative effect in the concerned parties’ lives. It also lacks a visual representation of location, which plays a crucial role during the story since the characters were across the globe (Beijing, Australia, New England) and a major source that carries on the narration are bits of text messages rather than face-to-face interactions.